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Just for today

Just for today is something you hear a lot in recovery. For a person who knows that life is unmanageable while they’re drinking, drugging, gambling, acting out sexually, it’s a no-brainer to know how to make things better: just stop. Unfortunately,

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Hello World

  I’ve been seeing a new therapist closer to where I live. It’s nice not having to block out a half day to go to therapy. I can get to his office in about 10 minutes, which is really convenient.

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Something must have clicked somewhere in my brain because I couldn’t sleep most of the night yet I haven’t been acting out. Weird. Here’s something interesting from Mr. K., a lawyer for a large corporation, was overwhelmingly depressed at

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I’m ready for spring to be here

I spent a few hours today thinking about redoing my inner circle. But here’s the thing. I don’t really have good sobriety on all the behaviors in my inner circle right now and I know that addicts who redefine their

Posted in 12-step recovery, life in general, relapse

Good news and bad news.

The good news is that I have remained sober. The bad news is that every cell in my body is screaming for sex. The good news is that peri menopause means that soon I won’t have to deal with periods.

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News Flash

Porn gets boring after awhile.

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Just Thinking

You know what sucks about a good therapist? They call you on your bullshit. I’ve decided I need a tune up, so to speak. I’ve been trying to rationalize porn, masturbation, and my whole perspective on recovery and sexual sobriety.

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Is my broken compass fixed?

I wrote this post a LONG time ago, back in 2010. I came across it just now as I sit here trying to distract myself from surfing the Internet for porn. Lately I’ve been questioning whether or not I want

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A lot going on . . .

There’s still a minimum of drama in my life, but there’s been a lot more going on the past few weeks. A tragic death, a car wreck (no injuries), a graduation, three birthdays, and two anniversaries (90 days of sobriety

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Still not much going on . . .

It’s true there still isn’t much going on. There’s just a minimum of drama when you’re living in recovery. That makes for a good life, but a boring blog. So instead of posting, I’ve been, well, living. Like most women,

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